So I haven't written a blog post in a long time. Looking back I guess I was pretty overwhelmed after moving to the city. Things were crazy and I also had a past relationship hindering my mind. Everything seems to be falling into place now. In February I really fell into the swing of things at my internship. I've become great friends with my bosses and fellow interns. We had a lot of fun going out and partying all the time. That has made working for free worth it to me this winter... so many cool parties at major photo studios all over Manhattan... and free drinks ;) It's been a blast. I've also learned so much throughout it all. Since the magazine has such a small staff, I really got to see what it takes to put a magazine together... and I was able to help hands on throughout the process. Awesomeness. This has been a great learning experience for my future career as a magazine editor in NYC ;)
On another note... everything is over with Bruce and I. I cannot believe I let that drag on for so long. I swore I'd be single for a while after his ultimate slap in my face, but of course now there is someone else. I am so totally unsure how this situation is going to play out but I do know that after hanging out with this new person, I realize what a douche bag my last boyfriend was, and now I understand why I never felt loved and was never truly happy with him. But that's a whole other blog post and to be honest, I just don't even care enough to put any more energy into thinking or writing about it. It has been a great learning experience and now I know more what I should expect from future relationships. I always settle for way less than I deserve and lie to myself when I know shit is not right. I need to not do that anymore. I'm also slowly learning about myself when it comes to relationships and hopefully I will not continue to make the same mistakes.
Soooo this new guy is actually someone that I've had a brief past with and I really cannot believe what is happening now. I'm not going to talk much about it because I'm still unsure what is going on. All I can say is... best f@ck&ng S%x in the worldddddddddddd. And very sweet, passionate... God I can't believe what I've been missing out on this whole time!!! ;oP
