I <3 making out

I love kissing for a good long time with someone who can do it so softly & passionately and wonderfully. It's the best thing in the world & it makes me never want to stop. I haven't had that kind of make-out session in a long time and last night was just what I needed. Sometimes long, soft, passionate kisses are just what you need to realize how wonderful life can be. <3

Success

Success is something that I want, something that I see as being achieved, but now I am truly realizing how much effort it takes. The more successful you want to be, the more you have to shut off other things in your life that may hinder you. In order to have success, you need to focus. This is something I have a problem with. I am a daydreamer. So I spend more hours dreaming about success, then going out and working on my own success. With daydreaming comes laziness. I know I can being doing a lot more helpful things to building my success, than what I do when I spend hours daydreaming about it. But if a daydreamer feels alive already through their dreams... then what's the point of trying to get them to come to reality? Doesn't it feel like living anyway? But what if I want to move and live? But move in the direction of my pleasure, not necessarily my success? Constant instant self gratification, nothing held off or used to build my success. The question is what do I want? To be a daydreamer or a doer? A pleasure seeker or do I hold off for success?